An anti-skill that interferes with friendship

This post is a further response to an ask by someone who identifies as aspie and is struggling to making friends.

Yesterday, I addressed the burden of stigma we face, and how it can make it hard to find people who will treat us well enough to be good friends. Today, I want to start talking about other problems autistic people often have making friends. (Usual standard caveat – if you relate to any of this, it’s fine to use these concepts whether or not you are autistic. Don’t worry about appropriation.)

There are a lot of social problems that autistic people often have beyond other people’s anti-autistic hate. Some of these things are inherently difficult for some of us, and some of them have to do with how we are often taught counterproductive coping strategies.

For instance, a lot of autistic people find it difficult to judge other people’s boundaries and level of interest in interacting (and that’s partly because, as kids, we’re taught that we have to interact with other kids and see them as friends regardless of what we or they want).

Here’s an example of how an autistic impairment and stigma combine to create a relationship problem for some people:

One thing that often gets autistic people classified as aspie is having more receptive language problems than expressive language problems
People with really good, or good-seeming, expressive language can often cover for the fact that they don’t understand much of what’s going on
This allows them, especially as kids, to pass as just socially awkward, or to pass as being too gifted to get along with other kids, or any number of variants on that theme
There is often very, very intense pressure on autistic people classified as aspie to cover impairment at all costs and to appear as normal as possible
This makes receptive language problems even worse, because it prevents them from getting good feedback on whether they’re understanding anything
And sometimes, aspie spaces can make this even worse. Sometimes aspie-oriented communities are centered around helping people to deny that they have language problems, and to say that the rest of the world just communicates wrong
(It’s true that the rest of the world needs to work on accommodating people with communication disabilities more – but autistic folks need to acknowledge that they *have* communication disabilities, and a lot of aspie-identified folks like to deny this)
Covering up receptive language problems can make friendship really difficult. Friends need to be able to understand each other
Which means friends need to be able to admit it and fix it when they *don’t* understand each other

If this sounds like you, it’s likely that getting better at friendship will involve looking more autistic.

More on social problems autistic people often struggle with tomorrow.